About Me

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Unwelcome

Did the welled up saltiness in the hammocks of your eyes,
                                                                                    subjugate you?
Did the watery tracings of crests and troughs on the cheeks
                                                                                     humiliate you?
Did the touch of your cold palms on your thighs
                                                                                     invade you?
Did the crescents of your nails digging at your temples
                                                                                    question you?

Looking at the outside
Shuddering in the inside

Will you ever stop?
From changing? ---No!
From diminishing--- I try!

Will you ever see beauty?
In nature? ---No!
In truth? -- how!

Will you ever be free?
From the world? ---No!
From your judgments---I can't!

Will you ever be enough?
For others? ---No!
For yourself---- never!

When--,
Please Stop---Why?
To Breathe! --- Did you ever?

Breaking inwardly
Further.
Farther.


Sunday, October 25, 2015

Ghost Town

[ A ghost town is an abandoned village, town or city, usually one which contains substantial visible remains. A town often becomes a ghost town because the economic activity that supported it, has failed]


Walked again, into the old and arid place,
Ages it has been since I last saw its face.
The once concrete roads are now bleeding dust,
Blinds are drawn on the windows, their skin full of rust.
Snubbed the gravel’s greetings under my boots,
But the silence’s screams crawled under my hair's roots.
Familiarity was lurking somewhere in an anonymous house of fears,
While a sea of sad silhouettes crouched, creating an oasis with their tears.

Hush!

Velvety darkness, softly ran its hand on the curve of my waist,
Suddenly feeling starved, I grabbed and sucked on it for a taste.
The windows rattled...
The silhouettes shuddered...
The dust rose from its grave into a blizzard.
I shut my eyes, as into me, it walked

Howl!

I opened the stinging eyes of mine,
and felt a snake of coldness slither down my spine.
.
.
in front of the mirror, with a cold gaze,
I saw the old and arid face.







Thursday, September 18, 2014

Imagine me

A me within me
A Heart within that she
With waters crashing, mirthless
And black

A me within me
A Soul within that she
With skies rumbling, restless
And red

A me within me
A Mind within that she
With winds howling, reckless
And gray

A me within a me
A Being within that she
With creatures prowling, reinless
And white

Imagine Me
Carrying that she—
With bones and muscles seeking, quenchless
The Black, red, gray and white.






Saturday, September 13, 2014

Undone.

Confused insect running in concentric circles
The corner of sealed packet severed from its body
Short leg of a table being called stumpy by it’s brothers
The last drop of shower just too late to touch the body
I know how you feel.

A spider’s work of life treated as dust
The strand of hair losing its place
The screw’s lovely blush mistaken for rust
The weed pulled out for its genus and race
I know how you feel.

Time and again,the black-board unapologetically being erased
The balloon about to be pricked into a vaporous tomb
The words smudged by salty-drops in a letter, unposted
An apple’s core with its dying children in its womb
I know how you feel
.
.
.
Conned.
.
.
Robbed.





Monday, September 1, 2014

A Lost "I"

"No happy ending.
Only compromises.
Shoved into darkness.
Naming  it Trust.
Playing the make-believe game of Love
Grabbing for Relationships-a fabled treasure trove
Finding a false security in numberless pictures
Forgettable moments camouflaged as memorable ones
Numerous contacts bored into a fake conversation

Artificial.
Superficial.
Mindless.
Nameless.
Existing only in caricatures.
Rambling about hope.
Cribbing about Change.
But at that dark moment standing friendless.
Seeing yourself behave in a way that you promised you never will.
Compromising on your character in the name of  ‘being nice’.
Family, Friendships,acquaintances, strangers
Acting with all of them
Fighting for all of them
But For you?

Are you complete?
Do you like the hypocrite you see in the mirror?
Do you like this half-baked Semi-truthful lump of flesh?
Don’t you smell the stench of falsities?
Don’t you hear the yowls for nourishment from the inner character?
Is that your hair curling in painful convulsions of cheapness?
Is that your leg limping in pitiful jerks of shriveled sureness?
Is this the end?
Are you yet another victim of the blind chastised cult called community?
Are you yet another hostage of this home of hypocrisy?
Have you turned into a noise of nosiness in a mist of mumbles?
Are you seeped-in with societal sewage in this sea of evolutionary fumbles?

Is that you laughing?
Or wickedness showing its teeth?Once again.
Is that you dancing?
Or is that the megalomaniac's ego gyrating?Once again.
Is that YOU preaching?
Or is it the incestuous WE dictating?Once again.
Do you recognize yourself?
Do you?
.
.
.
.
.
.
Who are you?"

yelped A Lost "I".

Once Again.





Saturday, August 16, 2014

Little Somethings

RIPPLES.
like a disturbance caused by a lil drop in a pool
The sight of you triggers a million memories 
Slowly unraveling , invading a small area of my mind
It ravages ,in seconds the whole of my cognizance is hazy with your scent


UNREQUITED.
My ego has become your sentimental slave
My heart, a fawning fallible minister
My body, a submissive suggestive offering
My mind,a wishful welcoming plaything
Look here my love!
Look here.
Before I bleed myself for your attention.



STOP.
Innocence.play.instigate.prove. Reckless.drugs. Overdose. Wasted.STOP.
Eyes. Big. True. Compliment. Compete. Jealous. Deceive. Slut. STOP.
Pretty. Lovely. Alone.Unsafe. Unguarded. Rascals. Rape. Blood. STOP.
Decent. Charming. Ambitious. Perseverance. Tested. Stagnated. Disappointed. Suicide. STOP.
People.World. Today.Please STOP!


SKIP.
Lets not delve into the complicated details.
You know me. I know you.
Lets not brood over the statistics of its longevity.
I will love you. You will love me.
Lets not crib about territorial rights over each other.
I will be yours. You will be mine.
Lets Skip the unnecessary frostings of feelings. Skip it!
We are forever.Period.

You and only You
I talk ,you ignore
You talk,i consume
You cry,i hold
I cry,you sleep
You hurt,i forgive
I hurt,You blame
You create, I revel
I create, you mock
You try, I support
I try,you resent
You dream, I believe
I dream ,You laugh

My love,you take
Your ego, I bleed

LULLABY
Sleep my child
Little mischief like the wild
My little baby I rock you back and forth,
i rock you back and forth
Sleep little child let the dreams come forth
Stars! Galaxies! 
Witches with twitches.
Let your imagination take you to your own places
To build your own castles
Let that be your own world that leaves beautiful lil traces
Dream my child!
Dream!
You can be a rose!
You can be a swan!
And Promise me when you wake up
You will forever BLOOM and  you will forever FLY.
So sleep my child.
Let me rock you back and forth.Back and forth. Back and forth

Monday, June 23, 2014

I Love You,Forevermore


(On dad's 60th Bday.)



A Father defines what it is to be a Man in this clamorous cosmo
A man loves a woman like an equal,he does not hold her down ,he sets her free
A man takes the hand of his woman when he fumbles and proudly proclaims so
A man takes on his vices by the throat and punches them into a debris


A Father never  builds a fortress around his daughter,calling her a princess
instead he teaches and preaches, proudly unleashes her onto the world
He gallops,rejoices as she leaps around in the woods with her fiery tresses
He does not let her just wait around for her prince charming,lost in a dream-world


A Father shows the treacherous path to happiness,with his love and life as beacons
He chides her when she lags behind lazily ready to move into unknown darkness
His hope does not flinch even when she is easily enticed by life's shenanigans
Instead he regains the pieces of her dignity for her with his forgiveness


Being cradled in his laughter is her highest form of luxury
Being the reason for his pride is her highest badge of  honor
Ensconced in the warmth of his hand lies her Beautiful eternity
Ensconced in the fire of his heart lies her magnificent manor

His laugh forever dances in her bones
His humor forever twinkles in her eyes
His intelligence reflects in her different tones
His extreme emotions leap in her poetic cries 


Nanna,Never doubt my ardent worship of you
Never doubt my belief in the goodness of you 
Never doubt my undying faith in you
And never ever doubt my unconditional love towards you


I Wish upon my stars to be intertwined with yours,Beyond Infinity
I Pray upon my memories to be bottled up in my core,Beyond Immortality
Now and forever,
Forever and Beyond...